Fire

Oh this lovely beautiful feeling of self destruct, whisper in my ear something that you cannot see or feel, something that lurks inside of you and spreads inside of you like a wildfire, intoxicating and at the same time blinding. Something like a virus you spread by the feeling of touch, every look into his eyes, you envelop him though you were only ment for me...I climb to the top of my stability wondering, how long....how long until he cant take it anymore...how long until he suffers my full effects? How long until he begins to feel what I feel? what I truley feel? Is this fate? Is he the one who was desined to have me understood?

 

Will this affect us if he feels what I feel? Will he drown in my self destruction? Will it deteriorate his very mind, everything that was his suddenly becoming paralized? I was created with overwhelming emotions. To make something go away, I replay the feeling over and over, stressing it to the point where I just laugh it off. Can he? What will his reactions be if I replay poisioning effects over and over again?