Dream Deffered

Of all the places I could be
I would go somewhere where I could see my heart
My dreams deffered but its my fault
Im waking up now and losing all sense of life
Moving into a pulsating orb of melancholy

If I were to sink beneath the earth
I would want to be left there to gain rebirth
I want to start my life anew...
My dreams revitalized...wouldnt you?

But not until my dream deffered
Comes back to me as srong as before
pulling me back from the dampened earth
Driving me back to sleep before-
My life drips away...like the cupped water in my hands
Dripping away
my dream deffered