Dices' inferno part 2

Shads': this is a part 2 to a verse I wrote of the same name I can't find a copy of the first one so can't upload it this verse is wrote out of love

Dices inferno part 2

I stressed like a b*****d creating a verse in four parts when my plan was one page long
I can never get my mind set
I used to say I was never a man who plans
But chaos called and I answered
She knows me better then I
As I sat with her in the dark
We drank, we drank and we talked and my plan was out in the blue
It was never cold showers after midnight it was more
She looked into my eyes and saw I had nothing more to say
It’s like pissing off a bull with bovine spongiform encephalopathy
And letting it lose in a toy shop full of kids
Only a mad man would do
As she flicks though the other verses
She sees she could never have stopped me putting the razor blade in show whites’ apple
It wasn’t a vendetta
It was psycho standing in an unemployment line without a f*****g hope in hell in getting a new job
Releasing canisters of mustard gas at my family reunion
Selling gas masks on eBay
So I ask who has the last laugh
I'm in a new nightmare but Freddy Krueger is late for some reason or other
After I promised not to kill him
I have to think is 48 spoons of coffee too much
I want to find my first Ouija board and burn it
Maybe the devils and demons will see I'm not to be fucked with
I set fire to my Harvard degree all because
I think fame left in the middle of the night
I seem to be back in the normal life again
After I said I would never go back
The grand architect hides the truth from me
So it be so
I think of being something so, so
I don’t want to be the last name craved into stone
But I don’t want to be the first either
So to prove to myself I can write a new verse on a subject that has been
They will judge me but ye without sin cast the first stone funny no one can
It’s something I can’t explain
But someone once told me other wise
Since then the bar has been set so high
So as I forever fall into a new wonderland
I won’t dream the same dream
She yells at me
I make her sick
So much so she tosses things at me
She wishes she can go back but out in the open so do I
It was never fair to show her this part of me
I told her so much but it never hit home

B y
Shads’

Author's Note

As I said this was wrote out of love to someone I loved so much your opinion don't mean nothing compared to the person I wrote this for