Just Ash

A Poem by Nocturnal_One

How I feel right now. (September 12th, 2016)

I don't fit in. Not anywhere. As much as I try. As much as I bleed. As much as I decay.
What if it is the easy way out. Why does it matter? There's no point in living. I'm just another shadow to roam this place.
I don't know what to do. I feel everything, I just want to feel nothing.
Am I that terrible of a person?
Anyone I want to be with, gives me silence.
Drift away like the smoke in my cigar.
Left alone like the ashes in the tray.
Just to be thrown away once again.