It's over

The engineer of my heart has replaced her tools 

Falling in love we were both just fools 

He was the one, but i was protected 

The feelings were there just not let in 

So she lays out her tools on the hole in my chest 

And i stand up straight, try to look my best 

Her gaze rose right past me, i’m stuck in the backseat 

Desolate, empty mountains, clear busy cities 

Sad songs, and crying fountains happy tunes, calm seas 

I fall in this hole i’m trapped in 

The mistakes that i made, and the joy that i’m lacking 

We rise, we fall, we stride 

All in the moment, lifes the sea we’re the tide 

Up and down my happiness goes

The highs are not high, the lows are too low 

Before i met her i didn’t like the color yellow 

But now i see it, and it shines above, not at all mellow 

The sunflower that he puts in her hair 

It lengthens the gap in my heart that i put there 

The petals from my broken soul fall to the ground 

Nectar of pain drops all around 

The buzzing of bees that wish for my death 

These flowers, i may get rid of them yet 

The broken raft in the sea of our hearts 

My own thoughts and actions tore us apart 

I’m sinking

I’m drowning 

You’re smiling 

I’m frowning 

It’s over, it’s done this raft drifts itself apart 

My broken heart, i’m left in the dark 

It’s all my fault 

I’m playing the part 

I’ll laugh it off but my soul has had enough 

So i lay in this broken boat as the waves push me beneath 

The sharks feed on the blood to my head to my feet 

My health it depletes 

My connection it leaves 

My wishing you meet 

Them you laugh and i plead 

I’ve had enough 

I’m not so tough 

Don’t look at me 

It’s all a big bluff 

It’s over 

It’s over 

It’s over 

It’s over