The Grim Reaper's Scythe

The Grim Reaper's Scythe

A Poem by TravisT
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I wrote this when I was dealing with the suicide of my best friend. I went into such a downwards spiral that by the time I was at my lowest, I was toying with the idea of suicide myself.

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He doesn't care what you think. 
At least that's what he believes.

He's what you'd call a lost cause,
His emotions locked in a box,
Too dangerous for the average cog 
in the system, he gets lost
in the rhythm of his day to day life,
hoping that one day his future wife
will bless his path,
but like the Grim Reaper's scythe,
he provides no remorse
for those he hurts, or worse.

Everyone knows his name,
but nobody knows the pain he contains,
like a cloud, full of rain, 
full of beautiful anger, yet covered in chains.
They say be yourself,
but when yourself isn't what they deem sane,
they want to force you to change.

His true form is a demon.
It seeps into his thoughts,
until he gets caught up in them, 
giving him a reason to commit treason
to his body, a desperate effort to keep the heathen
inside, keep it from bleeding into the decent
member of society he needs to be.

He hates his own reflection. 
He wishes he could look himself in the eyes 
but his confidence wont rise to the level required.
Instead, he'd rather light up.
A common alternative to facing the music.

The drugs keep him numb,
His best skill is a blunt,
rolled to perfection.

He takes pride in his ability to take blunts to the face.
Always last in the smoke circle of his "friends"
but he puts bowls away every day.
It's his method to cope with the way 
people stare.

He tells himself he's used to it,
but in reality he's losing it.
His family calls him useless, and in truthfulness,
he's immune to their s**t.  

It's those he cares about that throw
the heaviest stones.

His solution is to care about no one.
Keep his thoughts locked in a box,
too dangerous for the average cog 
in the system, he gets lost
in the rhythm of his day to day life,
hoping that one day his future wife
will bless his path,
but like the Grim Reaper's Scythe 
he provides no remorse
to those he hurts,
or worse.

© 2017 TravisT


Author's Note

TravisT
I'm only 17 so it wont be perfect. Constructive criticism please!

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Added on September 17, 2017
Last Updated on September 17, 2017
Tags: Drugs, Depression, Suicide

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TravisT
TravisT

Richardson, TX



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I've loved writing since I was in 5th grade, but only recently have I been contemplating pursuing it. I won't say I'm too skilled, but I hope with practice maybe I'll even be a published author someda.. more..

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