The Grim Reaper's ScytheA Poem by TravisTI wrote this when I was dealing with the suicide of my best friend. I went into such a downwards spiral that by the time I was at my lowest, I was toying with the idea of suicide myself.
He doesn't care what you think.
At least that's what he believes. He's what you'd call a lost cause, His emotions locked in a box, Too dangerous for the average cog in the system, he gets lost in the rhythm of his day to day life, hoping that one day his future wife will bless his path, but like the Grim Reaper's scythe, he provides no remorse for those he hurts, or worse. Everyone knows his name, but nobody knows the pain he contains, like a cloud, full of rain, full of beautiful anger, yet covered in chains. They say be yourself, but when yourself isn't what they deem sane, they want to force you to change. His true form is a demon. It seeps into his thoughts, until he gets caught up in them, giving him a reason to commit treason to his body, a desperate effort to keep the heathen inside, keep it from bleeding into the decent member of society he needs to be. He hates his own reflection. He wishes he could look himself in the eyes but his confidence wont rise to the level required. Instead, he'd rather light up. A common alternative to facing the music. The drugs keep him numb, His best skill is a blunt, rolled to perfection. He takes pride in his ability to take blunts to the face. Always last in the smoke circle of his "friends" but he puts bowls away every day. It's his method to cope with the way people stare. He tells himself he's used to it, but in reality he's losing it. His family calls him useless, and in truthfulness, he's immune to their s**t. It's those he cares about that throw the heaviest stones. His solution is to care about no one. Keep his thoughts locked in a box, too dangerous for the average cog in the system, he gets lost in the rhythm of his day to day life, hoping that one day his future wife will bless his path, but like the Grim Reaper's Scythe he provides no remorse to those he hurts, or worse.
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Added on September 17, 2017 Last Updated on September 17, 2017 Tags: Drugs, Depression, Suicide AuthorTravisTRichardson, TXAboutI've loved writing since I was in 5th grade, but only recently have I been contemplating pursuing it. I won't say I'm too skilled, but I hope with practice maybe I'll even be a published author someda.. more..Writing
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