Such a Child (Oct. 29, 2006)

some more old school.

here it goes
     I'm letting go
          of my own throat
    and maybe I'll breath a little more freely
         though I may take in more poisons
   I'll know what's better for me
          I've been such a child
                moping over this self produced
              head trauma
                         it's all in my mind really
      but...
                 "where is my mind?"
                              something that you throw out
          won't be so easy to find

                       I'd like to state
                         that there are still currently a few bugs
 in my operating system...
                                    
              and that strength and humility of mine that you mentioned
         is curled up on the floor at your bedside
                             and the termites are eating away at
         the frame work i so intricately designed here

                                   so when the house collapses
            and I'm left
                               basking in the dawn
               as the fog disapates
                            and...
          
               hi...
           ...i'm Sam