Heartbreak Refrain

Just a poem I wrote years ago, that inevitably foreshadowed the future of my relationship 2 years in advance. I was a sophomore in high school when I wrote this. Oh the angst.

I contemplate your thoughts for you,

Yet I cannot to it my own.

If you say the life is true,

Then my thoughts have truly grown.

Your problems all revolve around one

That one you have confused.

What we have is no longer fun,

As my mind sets to diffuse.

I can only help you with

Your mind as it wonders may

Like light can help life,

Through the lonely day.

However, you're no help to me

at all, it seems to be.

My life far more than you'd see.

The life I inhabit is not of me,

But of another, apparently.

Your mind seems to know 

Only itself and its self boats row,

When lifes a ship,

Small boats are all you know.

Life is a big ship too,

A bigger picture not involving you.

Now you'd ask me,

"What should I do?"

Oh, but if only you knew,

There is nothing more you can do

There is way more in my mind

Than your small one can comprehend.

So one day this all must come to a bitter end.

You fear heartbreak,

I laugh at this, your claim

Heartlessness? I don't get your aim.

So many little things cause you pain,

and to talk about it?

PLEASE REFRAIN.