My Dream

yes...you are right...i'm living in a dream...a beautiful dream...i dont want to wake up...if  am happy, why do u care...and after all ,you say, its for me, my happiness...if what u really want is my happiness...let me be...
i havnt let anyone to break into my dream...and if u are sure about this...i'll let u in...
n u'll see how addicting it is...how beautiful it is...we'll live together in this...i know how to make ur life a fairy tale...how to make u feel at home...
if u dont want to, i could completely understand...am not happy about it...not sad either...but, dont make me come out of this dream world...a world i built on my own...where i can be whatever i want to be...where i can do whatever i want to...this is my home...where i feel  home...

i know what u're doing now...u're laughing ur heart out...u're shouting i'm mad... i know u'll never come... u'll never get it... never...u'll still try to get me out of here...
to the real world...where i'll  be an alien, a stranger... u never understands that i'll never fit in here...maybe u are telling the truth...may be i am a coward...

but, u know what...in my world even  pain is good...even when i cry its a beautiful feeling...and when i'm happy...the happiness has no bounds...here the smallest of things can make u happy... a cool breeze... warm sunlight in a cold morning... stars...rain...u'll forget all ur worries...

i know there is no use in telling u all this...u are different...i should have known that...u can never stay with me...
this  will be my last message...a ray of hope is left in me, when i write this...
but,dont worry...its okay if u forget me...u might have already done that...
this thought has been tearing my heart apart...but, then again...i told u in my world,even the pain is good...i'll be alryt:)
never let me in ur mind again...move on...u'll...i know...after all u're all about this 'practical,get real' attitude...

and...i'll live this dream for u too... for all the rains, we would have got wet together... for all the memories, we would have made together... for all the places, we would have gone together...n lots more...

byeee