The Never Ending War..

Nothing is ever easy or simple,

it's just a constant pull.

Life won't give you a day off,

not for a second,

not for a day.

I'm fighting the never ending war.

Something or someone bigger than me enjoys my pain and watches from above..

He is laughing, 

loving that he can put his puppets through hell and back.

He lines us up for our very own battles, battles meant to slaughter each and every one of us..

Each a test to see our true will to "Live.."

This life was never made to be easy but when do I get a chance to catch my breath?

When will things just make sense? When do I get my moment to surrender?

To surrender to happiness?

If there is a happiness, I bet it's peaceful.

No War.

No Lies.

No Heart Breaking Decisions.

But until I see it, I'll just have to keep pushing.

I have to continue fighting an unrecognizable force.

A force that is relentless and harsh. 

A force that is like a bullet to brain..