feeling that hide

A Poem by Ivy thomas

I hide my tears tell im alone in a bed i will never call home in a place i never thought would be so hard and then i break down I've been hurt to much to believe it would be ok to cry infront of people that pretend to give a s**t when in reality they just want to know your weak spot and then tear u from the inside out and make u feel like ur feeling never matter and then u start believing that ur feeling really never matter so that how u feel so u tear urself from the inside out wondering if their right and then u just dont have the strengh anymore to trust those who u know will hurt u so u hide from the world that has hurt u and will never stop

I trust noone because i always end up hurt and more broken then before