once together then alone

You are about the same age I was the last time I saw you. I wonder about how your life is so different then how mine was at that time. I am glad and relieved that that is the case with you. Your nights are not fill with tears in the dark, while being sounded by yelling and the smell of bud light. The other two are not as lucky as us. We were both different then them. I never went to school and wasnt where I should of been in my learning and you had a disease that she didnt care about and you almost died way too many times. But he are brother wasnt in school yet nor was he rushed to the hosipal regurly. They left him to live in that world while we were freed of it. Why? Why were we more important then him? Why would they take away two children suffering under her carelessness and not caring but leave one. I hate the state for that. Now he suffers because they didnt think she would or was being as bad to him, because he wasn't dying or missing more school than going to. Now he is a abusive kid feeling pain in his heart, because he was abandoned. One day he suffer with two others the next he was alone in the dark crying, sounded by yelling and the smell of budlight. One stupid mistake made cost his happieness.