The Boy I am , Isn't me

Can't describe it myself.

Behind my smile

Is a hurting heart

Behind my laugh

I'm falling apart

Look closely at me

And you will see

The boy I am

Isn't me

I always cried alone

Cuz I wanted you to smile

I forgot the whole world

Just to walk with you another mile

Blame me as I was wrong

But our love was to last long

What I was then

Isn't me

We were once one

For a moment in time

But it seemed everlasting

That you would always be mine

I wanted you to be free

So I let you fly

Now I just want to be true

I'm not the boy

You once knew....