Open To MiseryA Poem by Aurora .I.
If it is such a lovely thing,
Why does it rattle my bones and terrify me? If it's such an experience, Why do I lie and stay oblivious? If it's something I can't live without, Why do I enclose myself and block it out? The answer is easy Love leaves you open to misery It wraps you in this bubble It makes it so hard to breath Feeling lonely As if without them you're incomplete Your mind is blurred No one thought is clear All you think about is them And you long for them near You laugh for no reason Blush fiery red And the tiniest string of words can cause a parade in your head You're vulnerable and emotional Left for all to see That's why I hate love so completely It's as if you're dominated by that one being And what if they decide to crush me? I'd be left on display bleeding Pulling my hair, biting my lip to stop the screaming Feeling so much hate But it's always directed towards me Because love has everything to do with trust Which is something I refuse to give up And even those I do trust, get fed up Because I never truly let them in I shut the door sometimes, keep distant Secretly hoping they'll leave me Because I can't give them everything Even though I want to and I reach for the handle All these ties keep me still I'm already controlled, pocessed by fears from my past So please don't tie me into this lovey-dovey mess I'll remind myself that love leaves you open to misery And live in solitude Alone © 2012 Aurora .I. |
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Added on November 22, 2012 Last Updated on November 22, 2012 Author
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