Me: The Dandere

This is the second part or the after of Me: The Tsundere.

Loved and whole.
That is how she makes me.
I sent out my heart to the one who completely broke through,
Capturing my heart and freeing my once imprisoned emotions.
I cried for the first time in ages,
Hearing that she willingly bestowed her love upon me.
With her love,
I attempted to open up even more for ma princesse.
From telling her my darkest secrets to telling her my dearest dreams,
I gave ma princesse all of my trust and heart.
Je suis devenu romantique, affectueux, et doux pour elle,
Mais je suis devenu seulement comme ça pour elle.
I am thankful for her, ma douce princesse,
For now I can show her a smile,
A completely true smile, albeit it is small.
For ma chérie
I would sing hymns of praise,
Write ballads of how much I love her,
And attempt to give her the moon, sun, and stars.
I have become a mushy ball of emotions because of her love.
I no longer feel alone, broken, and utterly empty as I did before,
No longer do my emotions need to be shot and tortured into nonexistence,
No longer do I have to wear masks and act as if I was alive,
No longer do I feel the need to tighten a noose around my neck, spill the beautiful crimson of my grey veins, or place the cold muzzle of a gun to my head.
I can freely show the face I hid behind a clownish mask,
Freely show the emotions I once thought I murdered within my heart,
Freely live in the brightly coloured world of music and not the silent world of black and white I created to hide in,
Freely show the world I am not a follower, leader, nor an outsider,
But a freethinking romantic with a large heart and a love that will be true and honest for the ones I choose to give it to.
I once said only three people bothered to try and open my heart
And now I say it only took one special girl to liberate my heart and the love I wanted to give.
I am glad to say I am loved and whole now and no longer-
Alone and broken.