Sadness of Spring

Your love carried me, even when I found myself falling

into the belly of the void-

Your love never stopped me from

Extending an arm towards your fading light

Now- All feelings escape me as if I have no heart to 

  help me bleed such wonderful tears for you

I just want to feel what I use to

And know how before

You became my story where I play a side character

Every word you speak- A Sonnet,

Every curse you scream, A broken record lyric, playing in my head

Even when I try to forget

The beauty in your good, the beauty in your evil

I can't forget and there's nowhere to run or hide

You are in the air when I breathe and crystal clear in the darkness

When I close my eyes, 

Every move I make, I feel like I'm living in a body evolved

My very being is an inspiration of what you designed brought to life

I even have leftover sketches on my skin

From your tired pen

Now I must be me without the sadness you have carried since Spring

The rain has been whispering that it will never end above your heart

And that the thorns from roses I've surrounded your heart with have

Pierced it deeper, they have become like barb wire

But I only placed those flowers to remind you of me

And now you always remember me

With that painful memory

    Now you go away taking your light,

And your vanishing love has left me with no flight

  I spiral into that void your eyes told me I'd never meet

Without the hope of holding your hand as I sink

Reviews

[Arundass TP]

Beautiful love poem. Enjoyed reading 👍

[soulztealer]

Thank you I appreciate your comment.