Oh Sugar Honey Iced Tea!!!

Did he turn me down because I am “Ben’s” girl?

Or was it simply that he was not interested in me.

Was he actually turning me down or just telling me he was not ready.

The last thing you do is crap on your own doorstep.

Their friendship would always have to come first.

Yet am I really “Ben’s” girl? 

I want to be, of that I am more than sure.

But I cannot make him feel the same way.

It has to be what he wants, and I must live by that choice.

If “Ben” does not want me, I need to move on; must move on.

And “Laurence” is more than good enough to move on to.

He is more than enough, in all departments; and would look good on my arm too!

Yet I may not be the answer he wants.

It is a question I must ask; but fear the answer.