Cancer Sucks ~ Screw You Cancer!

A couple of curse words ~ please forgive me!

Not really sure what I feel.

Not really sure how to explain it either... 

I had cancer. It was the best type to have ~ is any ever a good kind to have?

Years of pain and hurt I had to endure, but then I got away light. 

I will always think that, nothing will make me feel different. 

I feel so lucky. I feel such a fraud, like I have no right to feel anything but happy.

People I know went through worse, lost far more; are still fighting that s****y cancer.

I have nothing to worry about, no more than a few scars to show. 

I am still young enough to live a good life, yet all I can think of is that young girl who had the same operation as me ~ losing her chance of a future if she wanted it... 

I cannot stop thinking about those that will not beat this horrid thing ~ not least my cousin.

I know she is 70 years old, I know she has a husband and two wonderful kids; both of whom she has gotten to see grow up ~ but it still seems so damn unfair... 

I know that is part of life, but that is the part that sucks!

Cancer Sucks. Screw you Cancer!  

Reviews

[quinfinn]

i lost my mother and my older sister to cancer. i have cancer, but i will not accept chemo or rad therapy. i prefer to die with dignity. i watched chemo and rad ravage the bodies and minds of my loved ones. it is more insidious than the disease itself. this write reached me ...believe it. it will go into my faves.

[Nicky Sarti]

You just knocked me socks off Quinn...
Thank you. I don't know what I would have done if I had been given that choice, don't think I could have made that choice.
If you ever need a shoulder, I have a great one here!

[Katherine]

"I know that is part of life, but that is the part that sucks!" - love this line. We say that phrase so often - that something (usually unfortunate) is just "part of life" - but you nailed it - it's the part that sucks!!

[Nicky Sarti]

It does doesn't it...