ask again

this is what happens when you're coming off of mda, your boyfriend is asleep, you're scared, alone, and it's 6am and your head is not very clear.

it's going to be okay.

we're all free. we found solace and comfort.

we hold hands and ask ourselves

the ultimate questions.

when you grabbed my lower back

and whispered in my ear

"i love you."

"i love you."

"let's be free of this together."

hold my hand and tell me not to worry.

tell me it's going to be okay.

we'll stroll in the moonlight

in the park across from your home

in the castles, we saw 

reconstruction

we recognized renaissance 

together
and we're here

and we're together

hold me

i'm cold

i shiver

i can't breathe

please hold me