"Caroline!" I hear a voice
shout above me, " Are you okay?" I open my eyes to see I am
face down on the concrete. "Ugh," I groan as I sit upright,
and feel blood trickling down my nose. Jabir has now knelt down to my
level, and has put his warm hand on my shoulder, "That looks
like it hurts."
"Believe me, it does." I answer,
still not fully aware of how I feel and where I was, "Where am
I?"
Jabir looks confused, "Why, in front of the
school, where else?" He gently pats my shoulder, "Are you
sure you're alright?"
I shake my head, "I'm fine, I
just had a crazy dream." Jabir helps me to my feet, before I
hear the pitter-patter of footsteps behind me: Majime.
"Sorry,
about yesterday, guys!" Majime then begins a long, drawn-out
explanation on what had transpired. Before she is able to tell of her
and Leiko fight, Jabir interrupts her, "It's alright,
Majime-chan." Majime than notices my hand that has flown up to
prevent my nose from bleeding anymore. "Caroline-san, are you
okay?"
"Yeah, I just fell," I nod my head
slightly, "that's all."
She looks like she smelled
something nasty, "You look horrib--" Before she can finish,
Jabir has punched her on the arm. "Ow! Why'd you do that?"
she asked, turning to Jabir. He stares at her for a moment before
saying, "we need to get to class." They run off, leaving me
to wonder what Majime was going to tell us. But, I am snapped out of
my reflections when I hear Jabir calling my name, "come on,
slowpoke, you're going to be late!" And with that, I run off
towards Jabir.
We
make it to class as the bell is in the midst of ringing, and I can
see the pencil and detention slip in the sensei's hand, ready to sign
if we had just been a minute too late. He sighs as we take our seats
at our desks, and begins to take role-call. I had finally stopped the
flow of blood secreting from my nose and collecting under my nostril
as the sensei starts reading off the names. As each student responds
to their name being called, I make a careful effort to remember the
names of my fellow classmates. Daichi and Gorou are the names of
the two boys that sit a couple seats ahead of me; one --I think
Daichi--cradles a ball in his arms, while the other --presumably
Gorou--leans across the aisle to whisper ever so secretly to each
other. The sensei doesn't seem to notice. I learn that Hina and
Hikaru are the two that sit near the front of the room, and I presume
that they are twins, as their features are too similar not to be.
Hina has her nose buried in a book, while Hikaru seems to be looking
anywhere but the sensei. Emi, Mai, and Rin sit behind us --Jabir and
I--doodling in there notebooks, with dreamy stars in their eyes.
Kiyoko, the girl with the pink streak, is using her finger to trace a
pattern into her desk, as a boy names Shin sits next to her, solemnly
listening to the teacher. He seems to be one of the only ones
listening, besides for a new girl named Yuri with bright yellow hair,
and Ai who stares at me like a fish when I look over. Finally, the
sensei calls my name and I respond with a quick, "present!"
The sensei the proceeds with today's lesson plans, only to be
interrupted by a piercing shriek, coming from the bathroom across the
way. Majime suddenly burst into the classroom, tears flowing freely
down her face, "Leiko's dead!"
And
now, the three of us --Jabir, Majime, and myself--all sit on the
cement stairs, having set our lunches aside to console Majime about
the death of her friend. We are the only ones outside, besides the
girl Kiyoko who sits on the bench right outside the door. Police cars
are parked outside, as the officers were inside at the scene of
the crime and questioning students in the cafeteria. No student is
allowed to leave, and a sensei stands at the gate to make sure no one
tries to escape. But, the three of us don't try to. Jabir and I focus
on our crying friend. In between sniffles, she tries to form words,
"I never wanted her to die." Her head is on Jabir's
shoulder, and his arm is wrapped around her. I sit on her other side,
holding her left hand as it clings to me ever so tight. Jabir passes
her a tissue from his bag and talks slowly, in a soothing voice, "I
know you didn't, no one ever wants to lose their friend." She
takes the tissue and wipes her eyes before she speaks again, "We
may have had a...disagreement before her death, but I-I...never
wished for her to die."
Once more, Jabir speaks to calm
her, "No one would wish that upon someone."
"Yeah,"
she stares at her right hand that hold the tissue, "fourteen
stab wounds; her killer must have really wanted her dead."
"It's
not your fault, Majime," I manage to say, still holding her
small, fragile hand, with her iron grip, in mine. She
coughs, "who could have done this to her?"
"I
don't know," Jabir shakes his head, "I can't think of
anyone that could have despised Leiko." That caused Majime to
smile slightly, "Everyone liked Leiko."
"She was
a nice girl," he taps his finger to his head, "and she was
kinda cute."
Majime's smile turned sad, "I know she'd
love to here you say that," she looks at Jabir, "she had a
thing for you." Jabir's smile seemed to fade away, "Um, I
actually meant it in the friendly way; she was such a good
friend."
"Oh," Majime stared at her feet,
"she was a good friend, wasn't she?" An awkward silence
filled the already stiff air. I cleared my throat, searching my mind
for a topic to change the subject. Before I am able to think of one,
however, the sharp ring of the bell somehow penetrates the cement
walls, signaling the end of lunch. Majime jumps to her feet and,
dragging her satchel behind her, she runs through the glass door that
was held open by another student. And, I could recognize that pink
streak: it was Kiyoko. She had looked up from her book with a
startled expression crossing her face. "What the--?!" she
muttered, her hand still iron gripped to the door.
"Sorry,"
I apologize, walking over to Kiyoko.
"Um," she purses
her lips, "I mean--that's okay."
"Are you
Kiyoko?" I ask, trying to make conversation. I am startled by
Jabir as he place his hand on my shoulder and loudly exclaims in my
ear, "we need to get to class, Caroline-chan!" Jabir races
through the door and I follow in suit, but not before turning back to
her, "Talk to you later, Kiyoko!"