*BUZZ* *BUZZ* *BUZ-- I slap my hand
down on my digital alarm clock, a cat-shaped figure that my mother
bought for my thirteenth birthday--when we still lived in England. My
mum had let me finish out my ninth grade year before deciding to move
the three of us -- my mum, myself, and my little sister, Kiki -- from
our quaint little town in England to a town a little bigger in Japan.
I was devastated when I found out that I would have to leave all of
my friends, especially Liz, and my medium-sized public school to
attend some small, elitist, private school in Japan.
At least my old school, no matter its larger size, made it easier to
hide and not be the main topic of gossip. The kids at that school
could be brutal. Maybe this new school will have nicer kids? Or,
maybe they'll just be meaner. Probably the latter. As I toss my wool
blanket my grandmother gave me for my parting gift to the side, I
roll out of bed, taking my new uniform from my closet and carrying it
with me to the bathroom. There, I dress myself and scoff at the
white, ruffled blouse, and modest, tan skirt that hits just above the
knee. The wool cardigan makes the uniform a little better, as does my
black satchel as it hangs off my shoulder. Light brown locks hang
down just past my shoulders, with a slight curl at the end. My cool,
blue eyes are just barely visible through the thick lenses of my
glasses. I take a deep breath, remotely satisfied with my appearance.
I left the bathroom and headed for the kitchen, where I could hear my
mum fixing breakfast for my sister -- an elementary-5th-year. Kiki
complains, as our mother fixes a bowl a cereal for her, that her
uniform is stiff and itchy. Indeed, it does look that way. The white
blouse is similar to mine, but is more constraining because of how
tall Kiki is, and how fast she grows. At ten years old, she is just
under five foot; she towers over her peers. However, she still looks
(and acts) her age, as evidence by her plump, rosy cheeks, and just a
childish face in general. Her pleated skirt doesn't look anymore
comfortable as she fidgets with her clothes, as our mother tells her
to stop wrinkling her uniform. A light-bulb goes off above her head
as I enter the room, and an annoyed look crosses her face, "Why
can't my uniform be like Caroline's?" She points to me, "It's
cute!"
"I assure you it's not," I answer, shaking
my head, "I'd much rather not wear a uniform." A light
smile crosses my mum's slightly wrinkled face, and she brushes a
brown lock of hair, with a couple strands of gray, out of her eyes.
"You'll get to wear one when you're a high-school-1st-year
yourself," my mum pats Kiki on the head as she sets a bowl of
cereal on the table, "for now, don't grow up two fast." My
mum looks at her watch before looking back up at me with an anxious
look, "It's 6:47."
"Huh?"
"School
starts at seven! You need to hurry, or you'll be late!" she
tosses lunch money at me and I instinctively catch it and stuff it in
my bag before running out the door. It was slightly annoying that
high-school students started early than everyone else, but I
couldn't do anything about that at the moment. I can barely pay
attention to my surroundings as I race down the sidewalk to school,
and a figure moves into my line of sight as a sprint down the
pathway. Unable to stop, I collide with the figure, a tall boy with
midnight black hair and warm brown eyes. We both fall to the ground
with a thud, and I begin to feel a great pounding in my head and
ringing in my ears. I look to the mysterious boy to find that a small
spot of blood has collected under his right nostril, but he looks at
me with worry in his eyes, "Sorry, I should have been watching
where I was standing" His accent wasn't Japanese, but some
European accent--perhaps, French?
"Oh, N-no, I should have
been watching where I was going," I start before gesturing to
his bloody nose, "what about that?"
"This?"
he wipes the blood away with a firm swipe, "It's nothing, I'm
fine"
"What's your name?" I ask, attempting to
change the subject.
"Jabir," he sighs wistfully, "it
means 'one who comforts'."
"My name's Caroline,"
I chuckle lightly, "although, I don't know my name's
meaning."
He smiles, "You're British, aren't
you?"
"Yes; I wonder how you could have ever figured
that out" at that, he smiles.
"You're Japanese is
superb," he claps his hands together, "I've lived here
for two years, and even mine isn't that good." I lower my head,
and avoid his gaze; truthfully, I thought my language skills
with Japanese were still a little shaky, hence the reason I have
my mum and sister speak it when we are all together. Jabir looks at
his wrist, where a gold watch is latched around it, and his eyes
widen, "Oh, gosh. It's 6:57," he bites his lip, "I
need to get to school"
"So do I," I look sideways
at him, "do you go to Rose Prep, by any chance?"
He
squints his eyes before a sly grin creeps up on his face,
"how did you know?"
"I go there too; I'm a
1st year."
"Me too!" he lets a smile creep out
across his face, "So we better get to class!"
"Agreed."
And the two of us run to school.
It's 7:02am when I reach
my homeroom class, Class 003. The class is small, with only about a
dozen students; most of which are poster-children for typical
Japanese high-school students. Well, all except for a girl with a
pink streak in her hair sitting in the front of the class, shrouded
from the world as she reads each word in her book; a girl with a
single ponytail and cold, grey eyes that look me up and down, who
sits in the back of the room; and Jabir, who sits off to the side, an
empty seat next to him. The teacher clears his throat, "Ah, so
it look like the tardy student is also the new girl to this
class"
"I'm sorry, sir," I start, staring at the
ground, "I was just go--"
"Spare me,
Caroline-san," the sensei extends his hand outward as if to say
'halt', "I'm not one for excuses. Now, go take the empty seat
next to Jabir."
Jabir smiles as I approach him and sit down
at the plain, wooden desk. However, the whole room is rather plain,
and grey. Thirty desks face the sensei, many of them empty. Because
of this, the cliques are extremely visible as each student sits with
there own group. A couple students cradle a ball, some are reading
silently to themselves, a few girls are whispering of to the side,
and only a couple are actually paying attention to the teacher. The
teacher clears his throat loudly, seeking the attention of his
students, "If everyone would be so kind," he rolls his
eyes, "introduce yourselves to your new classmate."
A
dozen kids turn to look at me, almost in unison, but none of them
speak up to tell their names. Staring into the faces of my peers is
intimidating, and I can feel their eyes dissecting everything about
me: my appearance, my speech, the way I sit. I shift a little in my
seat before Jabir raises his hand beside me, "May I introduce
myself, Sensei?"
The sensei tapped his fingers on his desk
impatiently, "Yes, you may." An utter disdain for his
student is heard in his voice. Jabir smiles, "I'm Jabir,"
he pulls some imaginary glasses off his face, "have we met
before, Carol-chan?" He does the signature "Marge Simpson
grunt" before being unable to stifle his laughter, which in turn
causes me to lose my composure. Sensei rises from his desk, takes a
ruler, and slams it on his desk, "There shall be no goofing off
in a learning environment!"
"Sorry, sir." Jabir
and I both mumble, holding back our playful smiles. The rest of the
class introduce themselves, and I am able to learn that the girl with
the pink streak is Kiyoko, and the quiet one sitting in the back of
the room is Ai. As Ai was introduced, Jabir had leaned over to me to
tell me that the girl had a reputation of being a stalker, which, of
course, did not calm my fears of her.
The bell rings for
lunch, and all of us go racing out of the class and to the cafeteria.
Jabir and I are the two that lack behind the rest, along with another
girl with silky, long black hair, ocean blue eyes, and a small frame.
She had walked out of Class 002, as I would've remembered her if she
was in my class. She tries to draw the attention of another group of
girls, but to no avail. "Leiko, wait!" she cries waving her
little arms. She stops and glares at us, "What are you looking
at?"
"Oh, nothing," he smirks, "we just saw
an angry jackrabbit, and it's standing right in front of us!"
"Very
funny, Jabir," her demeanor instantly changes, "but, I
think it's worse to look as a cockroach than a jackrabbit."
"Was
that passive-aggressive, Majime-chan?"
Majime punches Jabir
lightly on the arm, "What do you think?" The two both
chuckle before Majime stops to stare at me, a smile still crossing
her face, "And who is this? Your new girlfriend?"
I
hear a girl behind me wince in pain, but as I turn around, there is
no-one who could have made to obvious noise. Although, maybe not so
obvious, as Jabir and Majime don't seem to hear it.
"N-no!"
he looks slightly offended, "I was showing the new girl
around."
"Mmph..." Majime ponders taping an
elegant finger on her chin.
"We should get to lunch,"
I interrupt, "I'm starving!" The two agree and we head off
to lunch.
**BREET**
The P.E teacher blows her whistle to signal to the class that she
will start. She is a heavy-set woman with orange-ish hair thrown up
into a messy bun. Her eyes are cold as she stares us, a class of two
dozen students, down. Our gym uniforms are not the most modest
things, leaving most of us feeling exposed. Majime and I stand on one
side of the court, along with the rest of the girls, and Jabir and
the boys stand on the other side. As the sensei explains the P.E.
syllabus, my eyes wander about the large, expensive gymnasium. The
walls are covered with awards won by the different athletic teams at
Rose Prep, the most prominent one being the swimming team, that has
yet to win anything but golds. The floor has a new coat of polish,
and the sports equipment, set out to the side, looks like it has just
been bought recently. The whole gym looks as if it were a new
addition. All of this renovation must have cost a fortune, as the gym
uniforms are nothing more than a pair of shorts that don't leave much to the imagination and a
ragged tank top. My eyes eventually meet those of Jabir, as he
endlessly tries to make me laugh as the teacher's back is turned. He
only succeeds in making me smile, and miss all of the directions the
teacher just said. **BREET** she blows the whistle and moves to
the side as my peers run to get bouncy balls from the center court;
it seems we are having a dodge-ball tournament. While lost in my
thoughts, a ball comes flying at my face, the momentum knocking me to
the ground and causing my glasses to fly off my face. "Ow!"
I squeal, holding my nose.
"Sorry, Caroline-san," a
voice from the back of the crowd of students calls, "I didn't
realize you were in my way." The girl called Ai comes
forward, her black ponytail swinging back and forth.
"It's
alright," I say trying to choke back tears, "it just hurts,
that's all."
"Does anyone volunteer to take
Caroline-san to the nurse?" the P.E teachers growls, irritated
that an injury had to stop the game she was partaking in. I can see
Jabir move to raise his hand, but Ai is the first to speak, "I
can take her to the nurse, I was the one that hurt her after
all." She glances at me, and extends her hand, "it's
the least I can do."
Ai walks with me down the long hallway
in silence. As the nurse's office creeps into view, Ai grabs my arm
and pulls me into a girls' restroom where the light flickers every
few seconds. She looks behind her shoulder to make sure no one's
behind her before she whispers, "I don't think you should get
close to Jabir."
"Why not?"
She pats my
shoulder in a motherly way, "Oh, you don't know, do you?"
"Know
what?" I inquire, taking her hand off of my shoulder. Once
again, Ai looks over her shoulder, "Jabir has anger issues, and
there is a rumor that he murdered his last girlfriend."
"But,
it's just a rumor, right?" I shake my head, disbelievingly, "it
can't be true." A slight smile crosses Ai's face, "Ah, but
it is," her eyes widen, "I just want to keep you safe,
Cara-san."
"It's Caroline-san." I correct. She
shrugs, and leads me out of the restroom and to the nurse in silence,
and I walk, still covering my nose.
"You sure you're
okay?" Jabir asks me later after school has ended, and the three
of us--Jabir, Majime, and I--are walking home.
"Yeah,"
I shrug, "the nurse said it's not broken, so that's good."
"What
about your glasses?" Majime gestures to the pair I am currently
wearing, "those are a different pair."
I smile softly,
"I'm always ready with an extra pair, just in case."
"How
was Ai," Jabir bites his lip, "when she walked you down,
and everything?" I let out a heavy sigh, causing Jabir to stare
at me with worry in his eyes. I make the quick decision to not tell
him about the rumor she told me about, instead saying, "she was
just quiet the whole way down."
"She's so strange,"
Jabir shakes his head.
"Leiko, wait!" Majime suddenly
burst out to a girl with sky blue hair, walking in front of us. She
stops in her tracks, and turns to face Majime. She is easily a head
taller, maybe more. "What do you want, Majime-chan?" Leiko
places her muscular hands on her tiny waist, "tell me,
now!"
Tears start to swell up in Majime's eyes, "why
are you so angry at me, Leiko-chan?" In an instant, an imaginary
light-bulb goes off above Majime's head, "Is this because
of...him?" Her voice sounded oddly mysterious. Leiko's chin
begins to tremble before turning on her heel, and running off down
the long, narrow sidewalk. "Leiko, wait!" Majime cries,
"I'll see you guys tomorrow." Majime runs off to follow her
friend in obvious distress. "What was that?" I ask Jabir
after the two girls are out of sight.
Jabir rubs his chin, "I
have no idea."
"I guess it doesn't matter," I
whisper after a long pause, "it's none of our business anyway."
Jabir nods, and we continue our walk home. Within a few minutes, we
are talking and laughing as if that little fight between the two
girls never happened