The Time Traveler and his WifeA Poem by Nicole ReneeWatching
the sun rise above The gentle
clouds in the summer day, Fly around
my head, Smelling
the warmth and sweetness That the
air comes to bring. Letting the
wind play with my Red auburn
hair, I suddenly see A shadow,
an outline. Something That wasn’t
there before, but now is. It
frightens me at first, sending chills On every
since of my skin. But as I
observe even more, I see man,
his brown hair Gently
going into his eyes, Looking
slightly afraid yet calmed at the same time. When he
sees me, he smiles Brightly,
saying that he’s a time traveler And that
we’re friends in the future. But we
speak about it with all my trust. He tells me
time travel is just like a record tape; If you
wanted to listen to a song, you’d go back And replay
it again. Or if you wanted to go to a different Song, you’d
go forward instead of backwards. I’m
slightly getting it, but I’m still so young. This is the
year 1977 and I’m six years old. Taking a
walk around the town, Going up
the concrete stairs and through the double doors. Play,
putting a small smile onto
my face as I sign Into the library
and buy myself a card. Searching
for a book about a paper for school, I ask the
woman where it would be and I suddenly
see a face that warms my face, My heart
bursting with happiness as I Went up to Henry DeTamble, The man
I’ve fallen in love with so many times before. I tell him
that I’m Clare Abshire, and I knew him Ever since
I was a little girl, realizing that He wouldn’t
know me or remember as I see his
expression reading confusion, I
then ask him out for dinner, hoping with all my That he’d
say yes. But for some gut reason, I knew he
would say yes, knowing that he’d curious Smoothing my dress out for the evening, I wait
nervously and with a smile, Hoping that
my calm red lipstick was on my lips right. I then saw
Henry walking towards me with a rose In his
hands, tossing it to me with a small, Yet
uncertain smile upon his lips. On the
opposite side the table As Henry
took his spot facing me. He had
never given me a rose before Beforehand
and thanked him for the flower. Then we
ordered our meals, ‘Tell me
everything. How do you know me?’ Watching
his expressions go from one to another, I took
another sip of my water and I started
off from the beginning to where I saw him
as a little girl and weaved into The fact
that everything that had happened To me
hadn’t happened for him yet, Holding his
hands when I saw That it was
too much for him to handle. Act like
this was our first take, Later on
that night, we make love And I feel the loneliness of two years in my heart melt away, This is our
first date, and I’m twenty years old. "You're not
good enough, you're not good enough!" Jason’s words go around in my mind only filled
with Anger, and I try to not lean against so hard
against my back. The bruises from last night feel like needles piercing my skin, hurting Even more worse than when I had gotten home. Telling him everything from the date to The make out spot and with my refusal, Already have given my heart to Henry a long
time ago. The day before, we went to a party and had him Meet my friends for the very first time, Hoping he
wouldn’t get nervous because I brought him with. But right now
we’ve already gotten to Jason’s house and Gotten him
in the car, going off towards a forest nearby To make him
suffer for what he’s done. And grab
some duck tape and a magic maker, Taping him
to a tree and write all over his chest. I can see
the fury in Henry’s eyes, knowing that Because of
how Jason had treated me on that date. I then left
Jason the way he was, telling Henry That I
would call every girl that I knew to get The a*****e
off from the tree that he was on. Of ever
muttering that he was around, The anger
in his voice spitting out like wild fire As he spoke
and had the barrel of the gun Underneath
Jason’s chin. This is the
year of 1987 and I’m sixteen years old. The air
feels like cool silk against my skin, The sun
exposing its rays as though It knew
that I was going to draw today. His face
seeming calm and peaceful; As though
nothing in the world was going to Bother him
or have him worry where he Was going
to end up next. I see him move around, He was perfect
in the position that he was in. I then draw
his eyes, his mouth, his nose, And his
brown perfect hair is brushing against his forehead. I’m about
to put date down, but Henry Stops me in
a heart beat, telling me that The picture
had no date when it was in the future. So I keep
the date untouched and draw him With
caution, watching the sun twinkle in the leaves of the trees. But then I
wonder about what would happen if I wrote the
date, asking Henry with a Dripping curiosity
on what his thoughts were on What would happen if I wrote the date, kidding each other on how He would
cause World War III. I then listen carefully, Quickly
pressing my lips against his as I feel him Fade away
like a sunset during the dawn As he’s
leaving to go to another year in time. The fog
steams up my image In the
apartment mirror, letting my I think
about cutting my hair, To work so hard
at brushing it. But as much
as Henry loves me and my soul, See my hair
cut off, and deep down, Because I have
to work at my hair And to keep
it the way it is. Brushing
the tangles and snarls Out of my
hair, I eventually get Ready and
dressing, the aura Of spices
and asparagus filling the air. I grin and
take a seat at the table, And I ask
him what it is. Taking the
spoon to take in the tastefulness of it all, And I compliment
him that it tastes really good. For a few
days, asking him if we have too much sex. Henry tells
me that we haven’t, and that he would Somedays
would like to just lie in bed with me all day If he could,
his hand lacing mine as he has me follow Him into
the living room of the apartment to show me something. I waited
with butterflies traveling throughout my body, Feeling as
nervous as when we both kissed eachother for the first time. I swore
that everybody in the world could see my smile The year is
1992, and this is my twenty first birthday. Getting
married on October 23rd 1993, And trying
hard to conceive a living baby, I think the
stress of trying to start a family Is getting
to Henry, already having Five miscarriages in the past year or so. I feel a
pang of guilt and I’m kind of afraid, Walks out
of the living room in the house. All the questions
are buzzing around my head; How long is
he going to be gone? Am I giving
him too much stress on his shoulders About
starting a family right now? I shake my
head and try not to worry, Knowing
that if he was under stress, Then his
disease would feed off of the negative stress. So I go
into the kitchen and make a cup of tea, My emerald
eyes start to bounce off of ever item In the kitchen,
going from the oak chair to the clock And then the
midnight skies, the stars showing off As though
they were newly clean cut diamonds. I let my
mind wander and think about how badly And how
badly I want to show fate that I just want
to prove myself wrong. I almost
get lost in my thoughts And hear
the whining of the tea kettle. By the time
I get it all ready, all drank up, And into
the cabinets, I sit on the maroon Couch and
read a book that I had started on, Eventually
falling asleep to the words in my mind. And at the
same time, soak up that I’m four weeks pregnant. This is the
year of 2001 and I’m 30 years old. Henry told
me that we would have a Beautiful
daughter, having her daddy’s image, Yet my
bright personality. We had to think Long and
hard about what her name would be, Getting to
the name Alba DeTamble. It’s sounds
lovely, and I just want to cry, Learning
that she has the same Chrono-Displacement disease, This makes
me wonder about the future With the
three of us, trying to see The bright
side against my pessimistic thoughts. I hope that
I can eventually not worry About if
Henry will be gone for days, weeks, years, Never being
able to feel his smooth, warm skin against mine When we
both go to sleep at night. I love him
too much to lose him to his own battle. So all I can
do it wait for the future and stand by Henry’s
side as his best friend, his lover, his wife. I will be
with him until death does us apart. I love
you, Henry DeTamble. And throughout
time. © 2010 Nicole ReneeAuthor's Note
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2 Reviews Added on March 6, 2010 Last Updated on March 10, 2010 AuthorNicole ReneeAnoka, MNAboutI usually write poetry and short stories, yet I always come up with good ideas for novels. I did have a long biography on here,but when Charlie deleted everybody's work off of here on Friday the 13th,.. more..Writing
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