Bemused Psyche

This feeling i have inside me

it's insane

it's getting harder for me to breathe

i'm standing out in the rain

 

my heart is going to burst

my mind is so confused

i never come first

i am bemused

 

i think i'm in love

with him, but i'm unsure

everything he does

makes me like him more

 

but then i think i like

the other one

the one that rearranged my psyche

but am i done?

 

i don't stand a chance with either

i don't know which i love

or if i love neither

 

my heart can't take the strain

my mind might make me go insane

my body and soul in so much pain

i don't know what to do