Pain

It's hard to express this feeling

Hard to make you understand

Even harder for you to help me out

I highly doubt

That there is anything you can do

To make it better

Because certain things must happen

To make me feel better, it's true

 

But I will try to xplain

What this feeling is like

That I feel day to day

And in which I try to fix in different ways

 

It's a powerful tug at my heart

I can feel the pain start

I curl in a ball

Wait for the blow, wait for the fall

Look but don't see

As I begin to lose myself in me

My chest may collapse

Begin to hug myself tightly

Arms wrapped around my chest rightly

I wait for the tears to begin to spill

Feel my eyes fill

Blink and down my cheeks they roll

Now everything is really taking its toll

My arms over my chest protetively

I pull them in closer,

Think about the day's events resentfully

Too many thoughts I am thinking

Way over whelming, now I am sinking

Face in my pillow, or in my knees

Sobbing frantically, but I don't want anyone to bother me

So I try to remain silent.

 

Want to tell someone

But they cannot help

I know I cannot run

That will not solve anything...

 

So, I will sit here and let the pain take its toll

The tears will eventually stop rolling

Stop streaming down.

Try to hide the frown

From eveyone

Try and have fun.

 

Maybe one day,

It will stop

There must be a way

To solve this...