My Love

It tears me up inside

to see how much you've cried.

Trust me,

I'd rather have died.

I'm in so much pain.

I don't know how you stay sane.

I know I hurt you,

I know exactly what i did.

I pushed you away

and I flipped my lid.

I don't play these songs to hurt you more,

they're as painful to me as you shutting the door.

but you need to know,

none of it was for show.

I didn't lie when i said i loved you.

That stuff is all true.

And i don't know what to do

now that it's too late.

I can't argue with fate.

I treated you so wrong;

but it was always you whom i loved.

It may have made me weak,

but it's made you stronger.

I can't take it any longer;

I'm sorry my angel from above.

Just know you'll always have my heart and my love.

Author's Note

I miss you so much....