Nicky Star Journal

A Story by nicky

"They Didnt deserved it"

I sigh. I didnt expect to call in a deep love with him.wet,hot tears rolled down my cheek. I couldnt stand this pain anymore. I just can't loose him..No I cant..I cant! "Anthony!" I screamed.

♦"They didnt Diserved it"♦

My name is Nicky Star. I'm the youngest one in my homebase class and also the shortest one in the Asian group. My life wasn't worth living, or that's what I thought at first. My parent died two weeks ago. Now i'm living with my Aunt who cool and fun but at the same time loves to get on my bussness but hey, i'm okay with that she helps me with my problems. I'm a A honor student. I'm 15 turning 16 in three weeks. I lived in White Bear Lake, Minnesota moving to Hopkins, Minnesota.i'm only 5'1 while everyone is 5'4 or taller.I'm pretty much a tomboy. Sometimes I wear girly clothes but I dislike pink. I have long black hair, Dark brown eyes. I wear contact and I have every sense of style. I have a little brother name Andre Star and a older brother name Aaron Star.Aaron lives in California with his wife and with Andre.

I walked in my empty room. The only thing in this room is the bed. I sat on my bed looking around at the bright room. the walls was white and plain just like my mom likes them to be. I looked at the wall in front of me.I used to watched T.V. all day til I get bored. I'm going to miss this place. This was my home since I was in Kindergarden. my eyes began to blur. I felt the hot wet tears scroll down my cheek. I wiped them away and sniff. My uncle walked in my room.

"Cherry we've got the last box. You ready?" he asked. I nodded. Goodbye room. I kissed my three fingers and touched the walls with them trying to keep part of my life in this house.I walked out of my room. Goodbye house..godbye mom and dad...goodbye everyone in White Bear Lake... I'll miss everything... I stopped walking and bend down and starting crying, covering my face with my hand. I couldnt help myself but to cry. Just cry all my pain out. I felt a arm around me.

"Baby everything okay." Said a soft voice, My Aunt voice.

"Why them?They didnt Deserved anything...They didnt...why...why them?" I cried. I repeated myself over and over "Its all my fault. Its all my fault. Its all my fault!" I shooked my head back and forth thinking about it. He rub my back.

"shhhh...Baby it's okay. " She said. After the last thrity Minutes of crying I finally got ahold of myself and walked out of my house. I step in the car and watch us drive away from my house. Now a stranger owns that house..my house.This is the end of my road for White Bear Lake...For my mom and step dad. It's over..game over. Now it's time to play new game. Lets hope I could play it better than I have started. I just hope..

♦"Doki Doki"♦

I got out of the car. I looked around. They lived nect to many stores. Their house was a town home.