an open ended idea

My mind tells me that I trust you

And my words say the same

Even to you

I’ve been looking

For a long time

In every place

For that feeling

Once again

I want to feel like I have a best friend

That I can share everything with

That I can feel any feeling with

That I can...love

And I do

But now

I feel fear

Not that I can’t be me

But that we can’t be “us

That “us

is an open ended idea