A Fear

A fear of life and a fear of destiny

A fear of growing up is intensely pressing me

A fear of fate and a fear of regressing

A fear of moving on and all that’s depressing

 

A fear of people and a fear of searching

A fear of being no longer worthy

A fear of my intellect no longer working

A fear of your heart no longer hurting

 

A fear of being lost in a crowd

A fear of fearing, but forgetting how

A fear of letting everyone down

A fear of your heart getting thrown around

 

A fear that you always fear too much

A fear of everyone just giving up

A fear of being left in the dust

A fear of being subject to the elements and rust

 

A fear you can no longer communicate your soul

A fear of never growing old

A fear of something you will never hold

A strange fear your story will never be told…