He Said ‘Hello’ and my Heart was GoneA Poem by CL Ngwe-NwiFalling in love and never being able to fall right back out of it...phmmmIt was a warm Tuesday Morning Bag in hand I walked quietly and solemnly to school Half way there I met a guy. He said ‘Hello’ with a smile I kind of smiled back and tried to walk away, But No! Mr. Man had a few other words to say I tarried but for some seconds. Wasn’t really listening But strangely enough I still remember every word he said He said hello but my heart wasn’t gone Two weeks had gone by and I wasn’t thinking of it anymore Yet another Tuesday morning, yet another solemn walk to school And again another ‘Hello’ this time with a little joke. I laughed The last guy was a jerk, took my smiles and my laughter away But he brought a smile and then a laugh back to my face Back home, I told my bff someone said ‘Hello’ But I forgot to say it had me flustered for a bit He said hello but my heart wasn’t gone yet A week and a half had gone by. I was still thinking about his ‘Hello’ This time it was a walk way up the street for a breath of fresh air Semester break was finally around, Xmas was calling And there, the ‘Hello’ which caused turmoil in my fairytale heart He said he was about to call. I laughed it off the classic lie of a player Not sure he quite got my number but strangely he did He promised to visit the following day. I laughed harder. He didn’t know my place He said hello but my heart wasn’t quite gone yet I woke up in the morning cleaned up as usual and cooked By midday I was reading a Fitzgerald Classic “The Great Gatsby” Then there was a light knock at my door. I said “come in” There he was. He said “Hello” my heart skipped for a bit I thought for a second ‘how did he know my place’ But that was irrelevant now. I was happy he had come after all He came in with a thousand more jokes and lots of charm He said hello and my heart was leaving its homestead Two weeks apart, family reunions, festivities, lots of food and drink But the only feast I wanted was him. Only party I needed was him Back to school and first day there he was at my doorstep A charming smile on his face, a gift in hand and an “I missed you” I let him walk through the doors of my home, my life, and my heart I opened my gift, behold they were roses. Now I was floating on thin air I could never forget a gift like that. I cherished it for years after that He had said hello and my heart was so gone Many years have gone by. Lots of water under the bridge has traversed We parted ways many years ago. In a way only we two could He has said “Hello” to others. Don’t know if they were the same Others have said “Hello” to me. But they were never the same I’ve fancied myself in love with another. I’ve fancied myself moving on I’ve even fancied myself staying unmarried forever or married to another I’ve been happy. I’ve been sad. I’ve fallen in and out of love with him more times than I can count When he said hello, he took my heart away. Will I ever get my heart back?
© 2014 CL Ngwe-NwiAuthor's Note
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Added on July 5, 2014 Last Updated on July 5, 2014 Tags: love, romance, relationships, lost love AuthorCL Ngwe-NwiYaounde, Centre, CameroonAboutI’m a creative writer, poet, song writer, translator... Feel free to connect with me on Google+, LinkedIn, Twitter, and Facebook. more..Writing
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