Broken Toy

What am I? A new shiny toy with a defect? Everyone says " I expected more from you." Stop pushing all your disappointment on me. No one knows the real me. When I want to end my pain. Everyone thinks I'm a disappointment. Those are MY FEELINGS!!! I can't talk to anyone about it. It's all about them. I want to be selfish sometimes, but I can't. I have to be "selfless." No one wants to know how I feel. No one cares. No one wants to sit down and talk to me. There is always anger and disappointment. I don't care anymore. I let them pile their emotions and rage on me. I just can't let it out. I keep quiet. I hide my emotions. Is there something wrong with me?

Reviews

[child of God]

you are a boy that is stuck in a bad home situation it is ok I feel the same all I was to my father was a disappointment I use to try every thing to make him proud of me but I then gave up and ran away then I learned that I should do things not to make other people proud I learned to do things for my self but you should talk to some one don't hold it back that's what I did and now I pay for that every day with scars hell if you need some one to talk to you can talk to me ill help you I been through this so yea keep your head up another deep and powerful writ keep it up :)
broken girl