What did I do.?

I lost you again
I gave you up
Again
I let my fear
Take control
I let them in
I let them tell me to let go
But I thought it about it
I love you so f*****g much
But they are my family
What am I to do
I would fight the f*****g world for you
But how am I supposed to fight my own flesh and blood
I'm crying so hard on the inside
I lost my soul
I lost my life
I lost my heart
I lost my mind
I lost everything iv ever been
...

-Summer

Reviews

[bohemianmonk]

You need to do what makes you happy. Dont let your fears break you. Fallow your heart. Your family will always be your family even if you fight them, A wise woman once said to me "you need to do what is best for you and makes you happy"