Alone

im alone
and crying
what have i done
what did i do
what can i do
what the hell can be done
im alone
crying
but why
does it have to be like this
where did i go wrong
what did i do to deserve this
why cant life
be simple
easy
even
this complicated s**t
just isnt for me
i just want to love and be loved
no matter the age
no matter the laws
the parents
the way of life
they say love has no limit
but love has a limit
when your tongue is wrapped around
someone elses heart
and playing with the others love
dont you know that hurts
deep down inside
like getting shot in the back
or a knife driven into your thigh
oh
the blood thick
and running
ozzing
dripping
pooling
loosing
control
dizzing
spinning
where am i
twirling
twisting
F**k
what have i done
brick wall
smashed right in the face
oww
what am i doing
im confused
lost
alone
crying.

~
Summer-Skye