I Wish

I wish I could express
how much
my hearts hurting
how im confused
lost
and
broken
I just cant
grasp
the right words
I struggle
with the right words
to express
writing poetry
is a challenge
I honestly feel like
my words
lack
lack in what they need most
I wish
I could express
the deep emotions
that
hide
in my soul
under the surface
but I cant really
find the right way
to
Show them
without looking like
an idiot
..

~
Summer-Skye