Changing

Recently my family had been spazzing out because decided to make my stand and be with the guy that I love. He's 29. And I'm 18. His age does not bother me. But the world around me hates everything.

Dad: your right what you said awhile back is right
Me: what the hell are you talking about.?
Dad: that things wouldn't be the same
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Honestly I knew that things wouldn't be the same, because your all pig headed and won't let me be happy, you look down apon me being happy, you shun the man I love, the man that was there for me through everything, the pat four going on five years have been the hardest of my life and he's the ones that's been there he's the one that picked me up when I was hurting and bleeding on the floor crying out for the pain inside my chest to stop. Begging and pleading. He's the one that sat up with me for hours talking to me, telling me jokes making me laugh when all I wanted to do was fall apart. He's the one that held my hand through it all. At first he was just my friend. I trusted him with everything from everything to my darkest secrete to the stupid little things. He was my and is my savior. He was there when I thought the pain was to much and tried to commit suicide. He was there when I begged him to stop the tears from falling from my face. He was there when I just couldn't handle the pain anymore. And just the sound of his voice set my soul into a soft hum numbing ll the pain is felt. At first we were friends and then some where along the line we had fallen in love. And I promise you it's not some stupid puppy love. Five years iv known this guy and not a single day has he made me cry. Not a single day has he hurt me. He treats me right. He's angel he's my hero. My savior. I owe him my life. I wish my family would see that and not hate him for the stupid choices we have made...
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Things have changed but I'm not the one changing them. You are. I will not say sorry. I will not this guy go because you dis-approve and if he's a bad guy I will learn on my own. I'm an adult now I will make choices for me. Not you. I'm done letting you control my life. If you dont like what you see then walk away.

Reviews

[Fenix Flight]

Dont let him go. He is an amazing person I see it evertime you light up at just his name :-D I hoep you two are happy together in the years to come si. I will be there or you no matter hwat. I wont ever walk away :-D

[Fenix Flight]

Also this would go under the story heading. not poetry. I'll show you later :-P

[Nevaeh Flight]

No it's a poem. It's a venting poem.

[Fenix Flight]

Hmmmmmm.. ok then