Suicidal Thoughts

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Would you be mad
If I took that leap off
A bridges edge
Plummeting down into the big deep blue
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Would you be mad
If I never said goodbye.?
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Would you be mad
If I found some way to end it all
Without pain.?
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Would you be mad
If I decided to stay
But you could see the fight
In my crystal blue eyes
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Would you understand
Or
Would you erge me to get help
Because you are at most terrified to loose me.?
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Would you look at me differently if I told you
Im not afraid to die.?
I havent been afraid to die for 5 years
at 12 years old
I was ready
Calling upon the Reaper
With a desperate cry for help
At the age of 12
My world started crumbling around me
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But you know my story
At least as much as I told you
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Would you still love me unconditionally
While im floating next to you
Watching you grieve over me
Would you still hold me dear
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Or would you let me go
Because the pain is to great
Would you let the memory of me
Slowly fade
Into nothing
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I wouldnt mind
Your so much better without me
All of you.
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~
Summer-Skye

Reviews

[ron]

I know this feeling, I have gone through it more times then I can remember. I tell myself "what would the next second, minute, hour, or year hold for me, what would I miss if I just...just left".
My heart goes out to you. And yes those who love you would miss you and have to live with the pain of you being gone. This is a heart wrenching poem. Biggest hugs if you ever need them.

[Nevaeh Flight]

Thank you Ron. Hugs back to you!

[ron]

You are most welcome Nevaeh. Welcome to WC, I for one am very happy you joined our family.

[Nevaeh Flight]

Oh gosh *blush* thank you x3

[ron]

You are most welcome. I know everyone will love you here.