Can't go back

Dark themed. Old poem from a past time - decided to put it up here anyway.

One day, gone after the other
Time is flying away
Wishing things were the same
Just as they were years ago
No, I can't go back...

I am bleeding
Blood streaming out of my veins
Dripping on the floor
Can't you see that I am bleeding?

Secrets that were, is no more
Friends who were, all gone
Lost so many people from my life
So many people I'll never see again
They're all gone...

I am bleeding
Blood streaming out of my veins
Dripping on the floor
Can't you see that i am bleeding?

I'd live my life all over again
Just to feel what is past, one more time
I'd go through whole f*****g hell
Just to feel it one more time...
One last time

How can you not care
How can you just stand there watching
You're not doing anything, you're not helping
Your laugher, will not help me
No, never...

I am bleeding
Blood streaming out of my veins
Dripping on the floor
Why can't you see that I am bleeding?

Everything is lost, everything is lost, everything is lost, everything... is lost...
Goodbye everything...

Author's Note

Wrote this poem a few years back, during a very dark time in my life.
The physical isolation along with their mental torture and manipulation, it left me to dwell a lot in the past.
Been through a lot in my life, but those two years were the worst.

I will not make any changes to this poem, since it was written directly from my heart at the time.
But please, do give your opinions and thoughts of it... Any critism is welcome too - just keep in mind that it's sorta old..

Reviews

[Poeticpiers]

fine therapy to put your feelings down in black and white Exposed to light they lose some of their power to hurt.
Looking back we can see where we made mistakes and where others made mistakes. A change of perspective for the better probably
Why change your words when you have survived to re read them and agree that was then but things are different now

[Walk away slow poet]

This would make one heck of a song! I really liked your refrains. So neatly written and dark. I loved this one.