Reality

This seems to be my biggest battle in life....

Oh how I can hate you
When you bring me down
Make good things seem unreal

You won't let me dream too long
Don't let me just smile in my thoughts

Cause good things can happen
Good things can last
And this is true even for me
I to deserve the good in life

So stop reality!
Stop ruing my happiness!

Let me think positive
Let me believe in good things lasting
Don't let me believe they will be taken away from me

Cause I hate you some days
For all that you stop
I really want to hate for this

But I feel it's you protecting me
From all the negative in life
But good things can last
So just stop it
And let me believe in the good again

Reviews

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. oh, i so know what you mean ... there are days when i am surrounded by these thoughts from different sources ... and i just want to banish ... i believe in living ... not in imagining the worst and preparing for it ... and ruining the present moment as well ... i love this poem ... can relate to it completely ... beautifully written ...