Confused Heart

My brain

Keeps saying

I should be upset

I should be trying

  Harder to make you stay

 

I couldn’t find the words

To say last night

Nothing seemed to fit

To explain my feelings

 

I said I felt torn

That’s the best I have

Torn between

The should and am

 

Words were said

Feelings shared

My biggest confusion

Did you mean anything you said

 

I don’t want

To lose you

But I wonder still

If I ever really had you

 

You said we don’t know

What the future holds

I hope still it holds us

At least as friends

 

Cause my heart and brain

May not agree

On how to feel right now

And I’m not sure when they will

 

But I know I don’t want

To say good-bye

But I’m not sure

What is right to say

Reviews

[Sami Khalil]

cause my heart and brain
may not agree...
Nice write.

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~ moving beyond measure... i have been through this agony... and it's left me bereft of many joyous heartbeats... still does... it has robbed me of my peace in the past... still does... if this is autobiographical, i truly hope that this message reaches the heart it needs to...