Now or Never

Just Fuqen read it.

Happiness left my soul now so dark and cold. 

I work so hard to make my life worse sometime i think I'm better off in a hearse 

I've cried enough more than i should, i would get up if only i could

Giving my self to the sky and the earth giving them everything for what my life's worth

For to live in this world is a terrible sin to live like i am in this place that I'm in.

i look to the stars, my final resting place.

Pictures of blood flash in my head

Pictures of me laying on the floor dead.

I cried for reasons i can't explain 

&& empty thoughts left a stain

How long must i wait till the world falls apart as each piece then breaks 

so does my young heart

Coming from an empty me

i can never seem to see the things i let control me

I'm up above the clouds with no fear

A thousand feet high in the atmosphere.

No one is to blame

i thought if i ignored the pain the pain would go away and things would change

Im going to say what i have to say then i swear i'll force my self to go away

Take this pain or take my life take away the hateful words and take me to that forbidden place...!

You think you wanna die but you really wanna be saved. 

Author's Note

A world thats colorful bright and fun not filled with darkness from everyone.

Reviews

[Summer'sBreeze]

i love it