Hurricane

Feelings of being overwhelmed and can't hold or contain it very much longer.

Sometimes I feel six feet inside
Sometimes I feel tossed aside
Lying here feeling so unsure of how I should feel
Surrounded by all these small hours
Standing still like a bed of flowers
And with all of this numbed time
I can't seem to calm my mind
I'm in the eye of this complex
Watching the walls spin around this vortex
And within this hurricane I feel it brewing
I'm drowning but I can still see my Katrina
But I'm still breathing under the riptide
Can somebody seize my lapse grasp
I don't know how it can get worse
But everyday I feel the weight of this curse
I'm losing sight of what to fight for
And I don't know if I can stand anymore
I can't help but to feel alone
I'm so far from home I feel like running away
I feel so scared I don't know if I can stay
I fear the eye of this complex
The walls are standing still in this vortex
I'm at the heart of this hurricane
And I'm drowning but I can still see it all
I'm still breathing and it's not the water that's suffocating
Can somebody seize my lapse grasp
Can you save me from my crushing waves
I know it can't last
But when will I be passed
I feel completely trapped
And I can't find my ground
And it's about to touch down
Am I alone to stand in this storm to face
Or with who's embrace

Author's Note

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