desperately lost, help!

what can be worse than death? being forgotten and invisible to everybody you once knew.

I see you, but you see right through me. I hear your talking, but you don’t hear my shouting. I can feel you, but you walk right threw me. I try to get your attention, but you’re focused past me. I stop, but you continue on forward. I sit down, but you move without hesitation. As I lay my hand on your shoulder you walk right on threw me to the person behind shaking hands and greeting each other. I know you but do you recognize me? Desperate and frantic I follow behind to get your attention your focus; can you not see or hear me? As it rains over me, I stand drenched as you continue still unnoticed of my hallowed screams. I run up to you and turn you to face me but you just walk threw me with new focus, not on me. I watch as you cross the street and frantically I give chase only to trip over my own self and fall into the middle of the road. I look up to see you go around the corner, and a car speeding past me. I cry for help as I find myself unable to get up, and I look from the car to behind me and I see myself standing watching myself. The car speeds past me as I open my eyes and fall to my knees as I realize that it was all in my head, and I fall to my hands and cry out with tears silently flowing down my cheeks, as I hope to go unnoticed. Is all hope gone? What is my worth?

Author's Note

I except all criticism, this I wrote at a time I was depressed and on the verge of a break down feeling lost confused and at a standstill