For RealA Poem by NemoNelsonI've been told to say how I really feel I'll tell you, but the story ain't pretty It's a harsh tale of how I ended up like this Brace yourself, for this tale of extremities
Before I turned a year old My mother left me alone She decided her drugs meant more to her Than taking care of my siblings and I
Without her, I developed a mental disease That made me extremely unstable and scared I'm afraid everyday that the people that mean the most Will abandon me in the blink of an eye
When I'm alone, and thinking about this Something goes off in my mind And I can't stop my panic attacks Until I drag a razor harshly across my skin
I know I'm sick and I know I'm crazy I know that I don't belong But I have things I need to accomplish So I push through this life so full of hatred
I can't go through a single day Without feeling alone, afraid and despise I hate myself and the life I lead I keep this a secret, though, so I'm not judged
I feel like every one of my friends Will eventually leave me behind They'll find something so much better than me Just like my mother did so many years ago
Thanks for struggling through this For spending the time to read of my life I'm sorry if it was a disappointment to you I can tell you that it is to me © 2011 NemoNelson
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1 Review Added on August 9, 2011 Last Updated on August 9, 2011 AuthorNemoNelsonNVAboutThere really isn't much to say about me. I never really know what to put in these things. I'm 16. I write a lot, but most of it never makes cut. I'm very picky about my own writing, but I'll never sto.. more..Writing
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