A type of love? Self love....WILL NEED IMPROVMENTS FOR SURE

As one would say...

I want people to like me 

And yet here i am

saying all but the oppisite 

I dont want people to like me

And yet here I am 

A spotlight to the rest of them 

A darkened room caution tape 

Wrapped inside my body

A symbol of warning...But they dont understand 

Then they look at me

And when I close my eyes 

All I see is myself

A person in Disguise 

Someone no one would want 

and yet they still do...

I just want to be left alone

but what could I do

Suddenly disapear

But what good what that do

People will start to ask me why 

And I wouldn't tell them...People are too sensitive these days 

Author's Note

Ignore grammer problems...please give me some words of wisdom...better ones

Reviews

[1809 Black Plague Decem..]

oh wow, Dearest, Masked Writer, that's deep.
I stand still in time. I is metaphysics, where we are between the hidden subconcious,
and philosophical mind. I always am surrounded yet always alone.
Now I am completely alone, yet surrounded. No one talks to me, yet beseech, their eyes tell all,
grasp by grasp, everything and all, great write Dear, a great inspiration, a great mind. 😁

[Masked writer]

Thankyou for stopping in

[1809 Black Plague December]

you are most Welcome, Dearest, :P

[Ken Simm.]

Psychologically interesting. Reading deep into your own mind and confidence and in such a confident and quite lovely way.
You have obviously considered it widely to come to such a mature understanding.

[Masked writer]

Psycologically for sure... Thankyou for your review, a concept of one that could be unlocked

[Neville]

without doubt self love is one kind of it .. it provides the underpinnings and building blocks for the development of self confidence, self esteem and self awareness .. I believe for it to be healthy, it develops over time and matures or ripens from the childlike selfishness of toddlers, through to the clumsy or awkward uncertainties of the self, most often found in adolescence .. and moving on at least hopefully to a clearer appreciation of how exactly and where, one fits into the great scheme of things and how the great scheme of things impacts upon the self .. I know precisely what I mean .. I enjoyed reading a type of love self love .. thanks for e invite & write on my friend .. Neville

[Masked writer]

Another amazing review Neville. I agree that one must learn the ways of fitting into this great scheme called life...

Thanks for reviewing friend....MW

[Neville]

You re most welcome, my pleasure entirely .. N

[Matthew Kult]

Weeping honest words like a waterfall hidden behind lavish truths. Rhythmically enchanting.

With love,

Matthew

[Masked writer]

wise words matthew