NØaH (Original) is first then the revision my friend helped me with...

A Story by Masked writer

This is strictly about this one guy who I had, and still sometimes have feelings for since last year tis a short love letter sorta story...

~I hate the way I like you. Every dreaded day the thought aggravates me, Maybe its the fact I know I won't be able to have you, to help you know true dedication...

~ The way you smile at me when im around you, one I exchange back, It reminds me your a danger, someone with a past i shouldn't be apart of...

~But somehow I find myself drawn to the danger that could destroy my life, Every part of him, his past connects to mine in one way or another, and I feel like I've finally found someone like me...A lost soul with dreams of one the had found but once lost...

~ Everything he says floods my head, im not entirely sure if I should be concerned or to know that i to have had some of the same thoughts...

~But still I keep an open mind, still aggravated by the words, the thoughts inside... Im still unsure, unwilling even to let him go, we're still good friends, thats one thing I know. And though we're not together, a single reoccurring thought floods my mind, a thought that I feel safer when he's around, even if not by his side...

NOAH REVISION

Hey...Im not completly sure if you know or even if you have known...But I like you, a lot, more then I should...The way you look at me, sometimes questioningly, jokingly, still smiling, its such a weird way to describe it, but I absolutely love it... I regret a lot about liking you, though that doesn't seem to matter, it hasn't changed the way i see you...

A friend, maybe more if you let it happen, though I know it never will... You bring me back to the past I faced once..... I both love and hate it..

but yet somehow I find myself drawn to the danger that could initenoally destroy my life...every part of him, his past connects to mine in one way or another and its exilerating...

I feel like I've found me, but in a different person, not the same past, though the things he says i relate to in a way unable to explain... Somehow I feel he's like me, a lost soul, perhaps one with dreams of one they lost...

Like im being so for real when the things he says flood my head, a feeling more intense then butterflies in the stomach, a feeling of not knowing wether to be concerend or to know that I've had some of the same thoughts...

And yet I keep an open mind, still agrivated by the thoughts inside...

Im still unsure, unwilling even to let him go, we're still good friends, thats one thing I know. And though we're not together, a single reoccurring thought floods my mind, a thought that I feel safer when he's around, even if not by his side...

THANKS FOR READING<3 WHICH IS BETTER and what would you fix?