amphitrite

i'd die if you loved me.... let me be your sacrifice, angel of death

help me forget my endless weeping

help me forget my never-ending sadness

please kiss me or kill me, they both are the same thing

you are the cure for my pounding head

your eyes see right inside me, you know what to do

tell me what you really think, hiss it in my ear

how i am a reusable plastic bag in your mind

how i am a corrupted angel- a hypocrite in white robes

throw me in the river of forgetting, watch me thrash against the tide

merciful angel of death, deliver me from this evil 

place a knife against my neck and laugh when blood pours

hear my screams of agony and consider it porn

bitter sanguine fluid takes me to another world

lavender skies, cotton candy clouds, crystal castles and mermaid lagoons

instead of the devil the divine mother waits

oh saint of light, let me follow you and i shall pray

i shall pray that i will become half as good as you

and then will i be loved? will i float? will i fly?

the taste of cough syrup brings me back to hell

your voice is sickly sweet and dripping

as you force poison covered with sugar down my throat

i know i am dying when i look up and see around your head a golden halo

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