Can You Find Her?

Very Personal... (an old poem i wrote)

I cant find the little girl that cries for attention

Yet always is in hiding.

I cant find the little girl who's scared

to death of life yet talks constently about it.

I cant find the little girl who hates to give up

Yet did along time ago...

I cant find the little girl who loves everything sweet

Yet when it comes near- it is destroyed.

I cant find the little girl

who wants to be heard

Yet no one seems to want to listen.

I cant find the little girl

who likes expressing herself

Yet things always come out wrong...

I cant find the little girl who gives until she drops.

I cant find the little girl who wants to live a safe,normal life.

I cant find the little girl that wants to be your number one.

I cant find the little girl who finds peace in everything.

I cant find the little girl

who enjoys sceneries that dazzle her mind with awe...

I cant find the little girl who wants closeness

Yet pushes it away and stays in fear.

I cant find the little girl who cares for all

Yet get rejected and falls!

I cant find this girl anywhere-

I want to talk with her

She seems so lost in all negativety.

I cant find this one sweet, loving,generous

little girl...

Inside me.

Can you?