State Of In BetweenA Poem by Negasi
Sometimes I like to think that everything is black and white
Maybe I'm just optimistic, hoping for a lack of shades of gray Catastrophic lows and ecstatic highs, no middle ground Yet I know there is a state of in between Just give me a yes or no, a good or bad None of this "maybe" or "okay" No whispered promises floating off delicate tongues Give it to me cut and dry, or don't give it to me at all Yet somehow I believe, all of us, every single one of us Secretly lust for the suspense of the unknown Let's face it, suspense is one of humanity's biggest turn-ons The promised pay off is never what we expect It's like that time when you were still young, innocent, and carefree It was Christmas and the biggest present had your name on it Your mind milled over a million miles of possibilites A race track for your cars, or a new doll house With eager, anxious hands you clawed at the paper Ripping up handfuls of that terrible tape your mother used too much of Clawing and ripping your way to your perceived oasis, Only to find grandma's hand knit sweater awaiting in it's place Tears two parts sadness, and one part anger welled up in your eyes You tossed it aside, greedily trying to find a miracle where there wasn't one All this time, you dreamed of all the best gifts Yet found yourself bewildered when it was finally time Yet you were too young to realize the important things That maybe material possessions weren't the end of the world Yet you look back and take stock of life, life as a whole unit Realizing, "Hey maybe the suspense was the best part." It's like when you hit puberty, going from child to adult When you are a child, you want to grow up Yet when you are an adult, you want to go back in time When in reality, the in between taught you who you were So enough of the ups and downs, highs and lows I'll take a smooth sail across the scattered seas any day of the week I'll take suspense and ignorance is bliss, please just don't tell me I really don't want to know, I don't know what I don't want to know So come to the state of in between, the state of I might not be happy, but I'm not sad Cause everyone needs an anchor to their ship Going from the ground up, may mean you are climbing But there's only solid ground to catch you when you fall.
© 2011 Negasi |
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