I dont Know....

I went through a bad break up few years ago, and have yet to get over her, these are some of my feelings and the state i m in right now

I don’t know what’s happening to me now a days,

I don’t know if I miss you or not

I don’t know if I still love you or not

I don’t know if I can go on or not

 

My confidant says the feelings are temporary,

And that, they will go away soon, but m not sure,

It’s been a long since you left,

And the feelings haven’t stopped since,

But then again, I don’t know what’s happening to me now a days,

I don’t know if I miss you or not,

I don’t know if I still love you or not,

I don’t know if I can go on or not,

 

All I know is now a days most of the nights feel colder,

I know that your name is still painful to hear or say,

I know that your face is still hurtful to see,

I know that I miss your smile,

I know that I long for the feeling I got when near you

 

All of this is contradicting, but all of this has led me to melancholy 

Hence in the end I still don’t know what’s happening to me now a days

And I don’t know what I should do.