dont have one

sad poem

I'm never the first one on your mind.

my thoughts from this make me almost blind.

blind to almost everything that has been happening.

as my thoughts are always dampening.

dampening my out look and mentality.

its getting harder to see what is my reality.

for I am blinded by the past we once shared together,
the one that used to be a fairy tale we planed to last forever.

Like a fog consuming my mind and flowing out my eyes,

Now my mind is just full of all of your lies.

i just want to be able to forget.

the memories we forfeit.

forfeit to causing misery.

i still wonder if you miss me.