It Always Hurts

Every time I feel for friends always hurts me

I never want to get into that which always hurts me

But I could not stop myself from caring them

I hate  myself because I care for someone who doesn't care me

They just come when they needed me

But they would disappear when I wanted them

That situation makes me feel like being alone would make me better

But when I asked them to leave alone they would convince me that they will be with me forever

But they never do that

I never left them alone when they wanted me

Because I know the pain of being lonely

And I never wanted them to feel the pain of being lonely

I used to keep a fake smile and made them to laugh

But I myself know what I'm going through 

I don't find any friend who could understand my feelings by just looking into my eyes

I don't know whether I could find a true friend who cheers me up when I'm sad

Who teases me every time and who makes fun with me

Who accompanies me to all the things I do when I ask them to do

I want a friend who can sit along with me for just a while time

 And have a look at the passing clouds in the sky

I want a friend who could direct me into a right path when I'm confound of something

                   These are not just sentences .These are my true feelings which I have been facing all the 

time in my life till now.

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[Cinderella]

These lines which I have written doesn't mean that friendship always hurts. It is just my view which I have faced in my life. I didn't mean to hurt anyone.